On the precipice of destruction, no use for reconstruction, my brain defines malfunction.

I need a change this pain inside me, Currently it is too self defining, I need some self refining

I feel obliterated, I would be lying if I told you I could tolerate it. For so long I’ve masqueraded 

Now I am overwhelmed in exasperation, my mind is a disaster nation where you sign your damnation.

I am the confusion that I feel inside my intrusions, I’ve lost sight of what is reality and what are illusions.